Most of the time I feel sad about him for a lot of reasons, mainly for the reason of having so little time for me. But I thought that maybe I’m just too selfish for asking too much of his time. Or maybe I’m just too emotional, just as what most girls feel whenever their partner is too busy and occupied.
We still continue to hold and and we still continue to love because that what’s make you happy.. or sad? happy? happy and sad? Well, a mixture of it. At the end of the day I still look for him.
And that what’s make our relationship colorful and worth fighting. It’s hard at some point but we still continue to hold on and hope for the best.
Right now, it’s the ‘happy and cheerful’ me.
I’ve read my past blog and one of it is when I was teaching Mr. Chatterbox to write well. We end up to that situation because he failed on his exam. Then, he had this series of his tears just falling ‘everywhere’ and I need to be a supportive girlfriend.
Well today… today is the anniversary of that event.
And right now, he is back to his gloomy state. I wonder where his tears will fall now. Hehehehe
Mr. Chatterbox: “The passing rate this year is 59%” “huhuhuhu” 😦
Me: Zzzzzzz (sleeping because I played too much online game in the morning)
Me: “How are you? Are you still feeling sad?”
After an hour
Me: “Aren’t you checking your phone the whole day?” (starting to get angry but is still keeping my temper) I am so proud of myself!
Mr. Chatterbox: “Hello my love. I’ve checked it. Just talking to another person awhile ago. I’m ok. A bit sad.”
Me: “Don’t be sad about it. Just try and try. Remember, you are great, your handwriting is just the problem.” (^+^)
Mr. Chatterbox: “Ok my love. Thank you.” (He still has the gloomy aura. He doesn’t reply that short.)
Me: “You’re fortunate and you’ve accomplished a lot already unlike me.”
Mr. Chatterbox: “I’m stuck with the exam.” then out of nowhere he has this question..
Mr. Chatterbox: “Did you go somewhere this morning, my love mI” (mI or ml I’m not sure of what he typed pfffff)
Me: “That exam doesn’t mean success. You want to help other people and be happy, right? You could have those things even without passing that exam. Let’s always trust His decision.” now it’s investigating time..
Me: “huh? go somewhere? me? Who is mI? Who is that? A new girl?”
Mr. Chatterbox: “Maybe it’s mobile legends” (-.-) wow and I even warned him not to say those words
Mr. Chatterbox: “It’s typo, You weren’t present this morning.” meeehhh typo? (~_~)
Me: “Early in the morning I greeted you. You’re the one who is always late to greet me. ALSO, I always ask permission wherever I go. It was you who is still outside there three in the morning without me knowing.” sneaky tahahaha revenge time 😀
Mr. Chatterbox: “Oi. Last time, you didn’t tell me that you went on an interview.” (@-@) crap. This sly fox is getting smarter huh!
Me: (^_____^) “Every rule has an exception. I learned that from you. I love you.”
Mr. Chatterbox: “I love you too.”
Well, I think I’m back to being in love again. Bringing back the old him makes me happy. But seeing the new him makes me feel a bit excited. I just hope this feeling repeats.
And for Mr. Chatterbox, I pray for your success. I’m sure we will beat that exam the next time we face it again. I love you.